Its not over no not yet, the worse is still yet to come...Hello there the angel from my nightmare..I miss you..
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Name: Margar
Country: Ireland
Birthday: 5/10/1954
Gender: Female


Interests: On a regular day i usualy Listen to music (mainly the deftones), Write Or hang out with friends. Theres a lot of hate in this word i will admit, and im just adding to it. But People get joy out of hate. Every person does. Because why else would someone hate someome else? They need someone to make fun of to call names and to feel more higher to. Therefor, we hate other people for our own personal pleasure. I write peoms for my hobbie and Sometimes for my work. It a way i express my anger without hurtin gother people. My poems are in a few books but i mainly write them to express my feelings towards things and people. Instead of putting anger and hate into actions i put them into words so No one will get harmed. Im not going to tell you exsactly what happened, But one day i got out of conrol and i did put my words into actions. And it just wasnt pretty..Lol..I try to also express myself through songs (basicly the same as poems) and I play alittle guitar on the side to go along
Expertise: Tuesday wakes up silent And there aren't enough pills to sleep And then it cuts out like miswired shortwave radio It's over But nothing can change to ever make it right When you live in a nightmare It's written all over your face. And in a short time You're never the same again The distance is streamlined Between decision and defense: Distorient the senses Loss of identity No one to trust Life runs through this trade I am no killer But I still hide my face In the coming days I wake up every morning From the same dream And then I kill it But you can't change the letters when the ink dries I woke up on the sidewalk and everything just changed Now the lights are blinking but I can't see anything Everything is falling apart: Crumpled paper Crushed tin cans Broken bottles Paper scraps We all look the same We all look the same But I am the killer
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 8/24/2003

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Saturday, January 24, 2004

Well me and ricky are over...Ouch. I dont use this much so go to my other webpage: www.livejournal.com/users/darkeyeswatchus


Sunday, January 11, 2004

Currently Playing
One for the Kids
By Yellowcard
see related
- Trembling

Yellowcard:trembling.

Trembling, hold me now

I'm torn between silence and violent expression
tired of believing everyone wants to care
and cherish someone I'm so scared of never having anyone

Haunted by my abandoned dreams
Tiny voices where would be screams

Now be still, it won't be long

We will be together in search of a new life
Striving as one in this world to find something pure
I'm missing you now
I'm quite sure
That I've finally found someone


http://premium.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Iamyourkiller

 Thats my other xanga. I dont know which one im going to use more yet. Im still thinking. (well thats going to take awhile..Lol)


Thanks anjelica but it still wont let me i think you should do it for me..Lol

joejojeoj: haha
joejojeoj: its fun talking to u
joejojeoj: .haha ur  really open about everything
joejojeoj: its cool

^^I feel pimp!


I just got back from ricky's he had a party type of thing. It was Cool i actually got treated good by his friends. They found stains on his sheets with black lights and we all know what that is  Lol..I know gross but all guys do it. And then me and ricky kissed under the stars.. Very romantic. We watched oceans 11, i love that moive..Matt Damoned Is so sexy! I found personal lub. in his dwar, and some of it is missing..What does that tell you?..Hu? Lol. Well Ricky was really sweet to me today and i was being a bitch so i want to say Im sorry. Im eating taco bell from this morning i hope i dont get sick. I went to this dance thingy and i want to join so i was watchign and this guy was cute so i smiled at him because he was staring and then he winked and he was pretty sexy and in tights so i was saying "Cum Caress my body" in my head but i guess he cant read mind because all he did was keep staring then i got freaked out and walked away. So now im eating old ass taco bell, thinking and chatting on AIM. I feel bad for travis and this is why.

volcom styool: some guy threatened to molest me
MyRosePedalsFall: Lol?
MyRosePedalsFall: Really?
volcom styool: lol yeah
MyRosePedalsFall: thats different
volcom styool: retarded 42 year olds
MyRosePedalsFall: Lol
MyRosePedalsFall: Scarry
volcom styool: yeah perverted guy to
volcom styool: nast mother fucker
MyRosePedalsFall: LOl

Wow, Travi sim sorry you went through that. Well anyways back on the subject about today Mathew didnt say bye to jess so shes kinda sad about that.Me Jess Ricky And Matt were lef tin a room together and they were quite so i was rambling on about stuoid shit because i was hyper and i cut my tounge with a keyring. It hurts , and my mouth was already swollen and i have no idea why! It hurts! Hum, Well thats basicly all i got for now. Oh wait sad sad news None of rickys friends like the deftones, Not even ricky..Well now i know how to annoy them all Muahaha (*evil grin and evil laugh*). Alright if i think of anythign else to write i will..Ta ta for now.



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